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Songs Of East Reigate

by Mark Millward

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1.
Left Out 04:39
A blank page of A4 For a list of names and numbers Like doing homework on a Friday Just in case Where are the notebooks? Let’s save embarrassment I’ve paraphrased them anyway Just to save face   Scapegoat yourself too easily I made a terrible mistake Scapegoat yourself too easily I made a terrible mistake   A pile of envelopes Read the small print Don’t get caught out Supposedly this is your thing Is this real, do I mean it? Do I just need a break? Washing up as I go along seems a good route to take One less thing for the morning   Scapegoat yourself too easily I made a terrible mistake Scapegoat yourself too easily I made a terrible mistake   Teeth dreams and broken seams Left out when picking teams Self-doubt not self-esteem And more recurring themes   The songs are slightly different But the themes still remain the same The songs are slightly different But the themes still remain the same
2.
I Swear 03:55
I don’t even know if I’m joking Lately everything it just seems broken I sleep alright But wake up in the night And my inner voice is outspoken   I can’t even tell if it’s real Or if I should just make myself a deal Sit down and talk? Or break down and walk Away from this rambling spiel?   A word of caution It’s out of proportion And causes exhaustion but still it goes on I should take care Before I despair, I need some fresh air But I’m OK, I swear Where has it all gone?     I’m prone to overreaction Whittle away my options by subtraction I’ve got my eyes on Beyond the horizon To the next big coming distraction   I’m always on hand to assist But there’s one needy case I have missed Up on there on the shelf Musician, heal thyself And add one more box to your list A word of caution It’s out of proportion And causes exhaustion but still it goes on I should take care Before I despair, I need some fresh air But I’m OK, I swear Where has it all gone? A word of caution It’s out of proportion And causes exhaustion but still it goes on I should take care Before I despair, I need some fresh air But I’m OK, I swear Where has it all gone?   A word of caution I’m fond of distortion And oversized portions But still it goes on I’m losing my hair Buyer beware as I kneel for prayer But there’s no one up there Where has it all gone? Where has it all gone? Where has it all gone? Where has it all gone?
3.
Deliverance 03:27
Five cups of coffee, an album or two A restrung guitar and a head full of you   Bang fists to my head and my head against the wall My heart is big but my hopes are small   Because this is how I spend my life now Write your name in the sky I couldn't be so bold - What chance do I hold? Can somebody please tell me why?   I need deliverance From my ignorance These feelings that I have don't feel like my own I need deliverance From my ignorance These feelings that I have don't feel like my own   Because this is how I spend my life now Write your name in the sky I couldn't be so bold - What chance do I hold? Can somebody please tell me why?   I need deliverance From my ignorance These feelings that I have don't feel like my own I need deliverance From my belligerence These feelings that I have don't feel like my own
4.
Middle 06:39
Hello Markness, my old friend This will pass, oh, this will end It’s all me… me… mediocre It’s understood I’m overwrought I always do the things that I have been taught I am just faintly ridiculous   Between the condescension and my incomprehension It’s a fine line I’m too polite to mention I’d like to seek attention Into the tensions in my mind – well, never mind   Every day’s an endless stream Of coffee cups and tangerines I suffer fools too gladly I tend to be too hard on myself I self-deprecate like nobody else I’m sorry for apologising   Between the condescension and my incomprehension It’s a fine line I’m too polite to mention that I’m seeking attention Into the tensions in my mind – well, never mind   Yesterday - well, gradually - I’m two thirds the man I used to be I’m sometimes up but often down I never thought that it could come to pass I’d live to be both middle age and middle-class I am so tired of yawning   Between the condescension and my incomprehension It’s a fine line I’m too polite to mention I had to seek attention Into the tensions in my mind Between my pretension and my hypertension It’s a fine line It’s with some apprehension I’m left waiting for my pension In the dimensions of my mind Might paying attention stop an intervention? It’s a fine line It’s surely worth a mention, I avoided detention Let alone suspension in my mind Between the dissention and all of the contention It’s a fine line So start the reinvention and questioning convention And by extension, my mind – well, never mind

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Four songs that were almost called 'Anxiety's Greatest Hits' but I've been waiting to use this Leonard Cohen pun for ages.

This is my most ambitious set of recordings yet.

The songs are slightly different but the themes still remain the same.

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released August 2, 2023

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Mark Millward England, UK

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Putting the dour in troubadour

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